As a christian, do you think the Andrew Lloyd Webber musical:

Jesus Christ Superstar

  offensive?

Hey, if your not a Christian, do you think its offensive? Do you sympathize with Christians anyhow?

Well, I'm terribly sorry that I haven't been able to update; a lot has been going on.

So, today I took the PSAT and it was actually more of an opener than anything. It wasn't the two hour endeavor that did it but it was the 20 minutes of the basic personal information that we all had to bubble in before the test even began. Why?

Well you see, after completing my name, home address, grade, and some college board "help us help you" nonsense, the next box had to do with our college majors. My homeroom/proctor made it very clear that there was no pressure in filling this in so early in the game if we were undecided or had put no thought into it at all, but I sort of wanted to bubble something in. So after a quick run through of mental files, I thought back to the 6th and 7th grade graph paper floor plans I so enjoyed making and quickly bubbled in "architecture". Humph. You know, now I really sort of regret that...I mean even though I have ample time to decide what I want to do with my life and I am not worrying about it to much now, shouldn't I atleast put a little thought into it so that way when it's nearing the time that I should know, I already have a pretty good idea and all I really need to do is rummage through detail? I mean, why do I know feel pressure that its going to be between architecture and some other variable?

Ok, well as much as I like architecture its like my father says "Sarah, I know those guys. I work with them. They live in Brooklyn and Greenwich village and they're hippies. I gotta tell ya', they're not making great money". Of course, this hardly bothers me. I really don't care about the money that much but why should I stress my whole life to pick at a living and hardly come out with something I feel confident in? I mean, that's cool if you love what your doing, but in that case your probably good at it and you work your way up the ladder eventually. This isn't school, it's something you have a say in!

So I thought a little about it today and I suppose I must of thought "well, what do I like to do that I do enough to not even consider it a career choice because the sport has become somewhat subconscious and mechanic, but in a good way?" Well....it's writing.

I journal. I journal as much as I possibly can and I have a blog. And I talk; I talk a lot. I'm very opinionated: Ah! Journal...ism! Journalism, journalism, journalism! That, I could do! Definitely. I could definitely do that...

So, now, I thank God because I have actually begun to organize my thoughts as I have been thinking about my future...this is only because I wasn't sure for a while if God was calling me to be a sister but I think that that is all cleared up now!
(And by the way, that wasn't a nudge towards "O hell no, how could I even consider that!?" No. Nuns are cool.)